January 28th

Having my surgery on Thursday in Calgary. I will have to call the hospital the day before in order to find out what time the surgery will be at.

I cannot wait for it to be done.

My boys will be staying in Lethbridge with their uncle and aunt. Although I know they will be well taken care of, I am sad to know that I won't see them for a couple days. I will miss them so much. It's weird eh? They drive you insane some days, yet when they are away, you cannot stop thinking about them, and wondering if they are coping well without you. Two days is not much I know but it feels like a lot to me somehow.

I have been a cancer patient for a whole month now. I still don't like saying it but it is what it is. Nobody ever likes to say it I guess. Keeping this post simple.

It is 1:14 am! Good Night.