On Friday, I met a lady who is opening a day home come September. I had a lot of questions regarding methods, snacks, activities, and more that she would be doing if she was to look after my precious little boy. Although her resume showed that she had a lot of experiences when it comes to looking, and caring for children, I kept "seeing" red flags popping in front of my eyes. Don't get me wrong, she is probably good at doing what she does BUT it just didn't feel like she was the right person to look after my son.
I am meeting another lady soon, and am hoping that everything will go well with her. I hope to find someone that I could trust.
When I came back from seeing that lady on Friday, I felt a little sad that I was going out to find someone to look after someone as precious to me as my son is. As soon as I got back in the house, I grabbed Yann and tried to give him a kiss when all of a sudden, he put his left hand on my cheek, and gave me a kiss on the lips. I almost cried, and couldn't help being grateful for witnessing such a beautiful act. I do want to go back to work. BUT I also don't want to miss the cutest, and most innocent things my son can do.
I will keep looking for the right person, and if I can't find this person, well I will stay home with my son until he goes to school. I love working with the people I work with. I love the feeling of being independent. I don't need to be working outside the house but I like doing it. I am sure my Heavenly Father has a plan for me. Whatever the outcome, I will do what He wants me to do.
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